the characteristics of Cinderella's stepsisters.

...dont you just hate it when friends fight over stupid stuff...hate how the internet creates unnecessary drama about people, how rumors just spread around that just causes more drama just piled on top of drama, those he said she saids, you done it-s they did it-s. i wonder what life holds for me after high school...i actually excited about it...like a new life or part of me will just spring right up outta the ground or fall from the sky, and turn the page to a new chapter of my life.

JEALOUSY.
just think of the story of Cinderella and her stepsisters. those bitches were jealoussss! shhhiiiyyiitttt. lol.



i noticed that as i get older and go through more things i can become a bigger person in life and actually learn from my mistakes and the mistakes of other. sure, were all humans, little monkey test subjects...shitting all over the place making lives miserable for scientists. idk what im talking about right now tho..im just in a stream of consciousness. okay but back to the work jealousy. For some reason i always feel like im blind to that characteristic in a person's personality. A someone could be jealous of me and i have no idea why. i dont think im that pretty, im pretty normal looking. im not as smart as i could be, (meaning book smart) i make sooo may mistakes its ridiculous, i havent had much luck with guys (again EVEN MORE mistakes) until now with my current boyfriend. idk...lol. but yeaaa i think my jealousy detector is broken because when it comes to all of that my "naiveness"(idk if thats even a word) kicks in. i could be friends with people who dont even like me for whatever reason (jealousy i guess...=/) what the fuck ever...but honestly let me get to the point.
"Jealousy is a pointless cyclone that circles into a deep dark hole of nothingness that you can never escape."
i dont think i have to elaborate anymore on that...its all pretty self explanatory. but if anyone is reading this (which i doubt) its not direct towards anyone, or any particular incident. just a train of thought...

Love,

nicole