Over my past week at Mills, I've become friends with two girls, Kristen and Bre'yan. They're great people and are very understanding. But anyways, yesterday we went shopping and I spent wayyy too much money, and then later on we went out to dinner together at this Italian restaurant, a little over priced but cool.

I'm sad that my boyfriend wont apologize to me for being a complete asshole lately for no apparent reason. I miss my best friend Jasmine, i wish i could just ride around in her car, talking about dumb shit. but I'm in Oakland now, and things are changing. Right now all i can hope for it the best.

Ahhhhh Mills College is amazing. Ive been here for about a week now and i absolutely love this place. All the girls are extremely nice, the classes are intense but very informative, and the professors are so easy to talk to. I've made a few friends, but mostly with Kristen and Bre'yan.

Yesterday we went to Alcatraz and that place was pretty interesting, all the prison cells, and damn foreigners who like to bump into people, as if they cant see you. lol. but anyways, afterwards 5 other girls and I, went to Fisherman's Warf and had a good time and oh my gooodness, lol "bus adventures" is all im gonna say.

:)

GONNA GET GONE.

in two days! omg. :( This is seriously becoming more of a reality than i thought.
but i am happy that my bank account is now, over 700 bucks! ill never be broke again! lol. but...40 dollars is gonna have to go to a fucking parking ticket i got in front of my mother's job! uggggh! I HATE METER MAIDS.

what the hell does a meter maid do anyways? drive around a certain location all freaking day, looking to see if the parking meter indicator is RED so they can rush their fat asses over to your car and quickly write the ticket before you can make it back to your vehicle. They all seem like theyre miserable with their own lives or something. like when i came to my car the lady actually made an effort to drive back around, and laugh at me when i was looking at her. :( AAHHHHHHH! she's fat, ugly, and never had anything great in her life so she gets a kick outta writing "parking tickets" (OH JOY!) for a city/county that doesn't give a *birdiee* about her!

okay im done ranting now. :)

It's my last week in Los Angeles. Sunday was my last week at Centinela Feed until December, and one of my favorite co-workers bought me a cake. :) i enjoyed that job, even though i would always dread waking up at 7Am on Saturdays and Sundays to work an 8 hour shift! ahhhhhh!
I'll miss most of the people there though.

On Saturday, i diiiid go to get most of my dorm stuff. Target is the place to go! everything will fit your budget! i was able to get everything i needed including decorations for under 300 bucks! All i need is a mini fridge!

From LA to the Bay i go. opening new doors to my new life. I am now starting a new chapter of my life. College is NO joke and i wont take it lightly at all. i know that my family and Michael will still be here when i come back. But now i finally get to get away from my comfort zone, go to a place i know absolutely nothing about and i know absolutely noone! I hope to meet new friends, and be inspired by many of my professors and do my best in school that i've ever done before. im going to miss LA but, its not like im gone forever! its just for the next four years of my life!

Mills College here i come!

ahhh, yes. my last week working. man i have THEE worst! back pains. last night i went to Dance again, itll probably be my last. :( but at least most of CHEATNJ was there.!only 2 more days of working! woooo hooooooo!


one more week left in Los Angeles! gotta live it up!

its so hard to believe that i'm actually not going to live in LA anymore about 15 days from now. ill miss LA a lot but i really do like the bay area. i wonder what their summer weather is like? im gonna miss my mom, Michael and Jasmine the most. they're the ones i always go to the most if i ever have problems. But i need to stop doubting Mills. i know that once i get back on that campus ill be even more motivated than ever.

my fourth of July was great tho! went to my cousin Truth's house in the valley and most of my family came over and we ate good BBQ and swam in the pool. besides the fact that some lady seriously went overboard and had to disrespect my mom all because of her dumb ass tattoo on her neck...lol thats a whoooole nother story.

AND I FOUND MY PHONE!
i swear it probably got lost in like another dimension or something, how ridiculous. i looked in that spot in my car about 10 times and it was NOT there. then all of a sudden it just shows up! like wth! ahhhhhhh! a ghost probably took it or something.

DANCE!

til ya cant dance no' mo.

Last night at my first rave was amaazzingly fun! it was the best party/club i had ever been to. i didnt need to pop a thizz/E pill, drink any alcohol or smoke any weed to have fun last night. i was at a place where all different types of people came to just dance howeever theywanted to. unlike at a hiphop themed party people have to grind their asses on each other in a rhythmic way or else u get looked at like ur retarded. and me im not the best of a dancer so i fit in pretty well... but even the best of dancers could have funn too. i still dont have a digital camera so i had to use Attallah's LX to take o few pics of the pretty lights...
next week...GLOW STICKS!