I LOVE MICHAEL.

lol...i dont know the randomness of that but just everything about him right now is just making me extremely happy. i havent talked about him much on this blog lately cuz i kinda like keeping our business personal...but i think now i can truly say how much i appreciate him and how much of a support system for me he is. During these hard times he has been the best boyfriend any girl could ask for, and im just so happy i have him to get me through tough times.

but anyways! PROM IS TOMMOROW! and im sooo excited! ill be posting picturesss and a recap of the day/night and other following festivities!

got my prom tickets...expensive ass things. cant wait til prom shit is over man. im tired of certain friends disagreeing with me and challenging me and shit. i also hate getting ganged up on. thats one thing i do not like. anyways....friday hurry up.

this song is actually for some reason getting me thru everything. i dont know if it exactly goes along with what im going thru, but the skys the limit chorus 112 is singing fits perfectly. perfect start to summer song. its so weird how a song and my emotions can hit me so significantly. i feel like im an unusual type of girl. lol, only because i looooove music from the 90's whether its the older r&b cuz my parents would always listen to it, like Toni Tone Tony or Maxwell and Erykah Badu...even though her music to me will never be the same. and this song by Biggie is honestly just the type of hiphop/rap music i like. i listen to the music today when im feeling in an uppity mood...lol. but mannn. its not the same!

what doesnt kill u makes u stronger.

ahhhh well regardless of the fact that i have no digital camera pics for the time being, im guessing ill blog a little bit. life hasnt been all that great ya know. its most defintely in a depressive repressed state. lol. but hey what doesnt kill u make u stronger. im really looking foward to prom. hopefully ill have some pics to put up after this weekend. i dont wanna put all my business out there on my blog because its all really only for me and the people involved to know. but im still living..

i got a new job at Centinela Feed and Pet Supplies. im pretty happy about it. itll help me learn to love my dog Pepsi alot more. shes been neglected. :( but i love her still...usually in the summer months when i spend much time at home ill be able to care for my lovely lady.

all i know right now is that it really sucks losing the trust of those who u care about and love so much. ive reflected and learned alot over the past year...meaning may2007-may 2008. so much has happened in that period of time, i know ive become a much better person and my self esteem has increased significantly.

Love,

nicole