limo drama and car accidents.

...ahhhhhh man did i freeeekin tell u that i got into my first car accident! agggghhh wtf! so my rear bumper is fucked. some lady rear ended me. on summm buuuuulllshit!!! my poor isabella. :( if i had a digital camera i could document that shit but nope ugggh wack BLAAAHH!!!

and seriously, my friends cant get this limo situation in order. how ridiculously ridiculous. BUTTTTT... wait! uhh oh..while typing this blog it looks like all the ass holes who made everything complicated are out...so CHEATNJ it issss!!! :) yeeeee heeeee!

i also went job hunting again today at the westside pavillion and the ppl were waay nicer there than the stinky fox hills mall! and michael got me a reallly cute top and earring while shopping at Varga, my new favorite store!! i think i wanna exchange it for a dress thooo. :) gosh i love him.

Love,
nicole

i want a digital camera.

...gosh i neeed a freakin digital camera! this is frickin insane! i barely post blogs anymore cuz its quite boring with out any pretty colorful pics to display! like when i went to Mills! uggh i wish i had a camera to showcase that beautiful school. im soo excited too because i get to send in my deposit tommorow! yeeeeeeeeee. on Friday me my mom and nana took a drive up to San Luis Obispo, and suprisingly i really liked it. but it still doesnt top my school. they both have two totally different feels to them. i was like 1 outta 6 black ppl there tho. lol. but yea i wish i coulda taken pictures of that too. ohh siiiggh* and i need a job again. :( i have to find a waaay better job that isnt in any food producing or huggge messy retail stores like forever 21 or macys! aggghhh!

and i wanna take a pic of my Jetta and put it on here! grrrrrrr! i named her Isabella! idk she looks like a Isabella to me. lol. but yeaaa. im still mourning over not having a digital cameraaaa. :( hopefully ill get one soon.

Love,

nicole

college visits and boyfriends.

...hmmmm..my life hasnt been that interesting, besides the fact that on Monday i visited Mills College with my mom and it is absolutely beautiful! im soo happy that now i know where im going next year. i wish i had a digital camera to take pictures of that beautiful place. so a mills girl i am! im too lazy to go into details about it maybe i will later but yeaa.

other than that, i just feel like posting some pictures of me and Mike...




Love,

nicole

MILLS COLLEGE

I GOT INTO MILLS!
i reaaaaaly think i want to go there. its just soo hard to chose that school because of the distance!!! >:o i cant be that far from Michael or my mom. goshhh its sooo hard. i would miss them both soooo much. school there starts on August 27th so that means i only have 5 more months left here in SoCal. but on the bright side theyre dorms are awesome!!! u get ur own single room, with hardwoood floors and pretty big windows. its just awesomeee!!! omg...its pretty much like scripps. but its just further away. mannn San Francisco, California. oh godddd. sooo far away. that means i have to leave my pretty jetta at homeee., welll maybe at least til my sophmore or junior year. but yessss i reallly hope michael understands thats where i wanna go. id try my utmost best to come out here every chance i got. i knoooooo our relationship can last thru my college years. plus maybe when hes finally in college he could go to like SFSU or something soo he could be even closer to me. but its up to him.

MILLS MILLS MILLSSSSSS. :)
Love

nicole

roses are a breakup's bestfriend.

...ok so first he breaks up with me. and i feel like shit, then were back on. i didnt want to take him back at first but my feelings for him were too strong so i had to. sooo i reaaaaly love him and thats all that matters. im sooo happy i finally found someone i could really care about. thursday and ffriday we spent lots of time together. Friday night i wasnt feeling too well and i was knocked out, and when i woke up he left flowers at my front door. dozen rosessss. :) sooo now im sitting here in my moms bed, tiiiiiredddd, exhausted and lazy.

Love,

nicole