fat girl.

...ask them hoes chopped and screwed is pretty cool. lol.



but anyways...i had a gooood day today. spent time with my boo, and i was a big fatty and had mcdonalds and coldstone! aaagghh! i feel very fat and slow now. Elize is gonna disown me as a friend if i got fat with a double chin. hmm. well cristy's play is tonight and im ecstatic!! cant wait to see my love act. hehe. i hope i got the job at Coldstone's.

Love,

nicole

my red head.

...yesss! i feel great. pretty great. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday...hmmm nothing too exciting happened. yesterday was the Cash for College meeting. and i wanted pink berry so bad but i couldn't cuz i didn't haven enough. :( so i guess ill be getting a job because this is getting extremely ridiculous.
but today, it was pretty good. i had a good day. i have an audition thing at Coldstone for a job so hopefully that goes well, ill just be cold in the ice cream parlor. :] the weather is still extrememly cold! gaaaah! no rain though. My redhead came to visit.
Love,
nicole

The bird and the Bee

i love this song! the video is quite Amazing tooo. :] enjoy.

rain.

...well its been raining for about 4 days now. i love the rain...man i love all kinda weather. maybe ill put like a news feed weather reporter thing on here. today my professor let us out extra early today. so that was pretty great. i only have 1 more class left next week to finish the course and ill be complete. :) Friday night we celebrated Hebe's birthday at Versailles there was a lot of chaos to get there but we were able to make it.

Saturday we drove all the way out to Palmdale for my little cousin Faith's birthday. she turned 7. I really need another camera i feel lost without one. i wanna be snapping pictures of everything. but i told my mom about my ticket on Friday and i was very surprised at her reaction so that made me feel better about the situation. I have to stay good until graduation and make smarter decisions because this whole thing isn't working. but i am excited that ill only have 3 classes for my last semester in high school. it'll look something like this...

8-9:30 AP English Lit.
9:50-11:15 Spanish 3
11:21-12:52 AP Studio Art
LUNCH! and im freeeee to leaaavee.

life is going pretty well right now although this past weekend ive been in a little bit of a depressive state. Mike seems to always make me happy even though sometime his attitude frustrates me a little but hey, noone's perfect.


Love,
nicole

...FUCK. today was theee worst. i dont know how im gonna tell my mom. (if i do). :( i feel so stupid. im never leaving school again.
but on a good note. i made Hebe a really good chocolate cake for her birthday. delicious. im still sad though. :'(


Love,

nicole

...he's right. its VERY weird how one night can change everything! i feel the change. today was superb! im just very tired right now. i love my friends...but Elize is mad at me because she thinks i got the same bag on purpose. its not my fault that my Dolce and Gabanna shits on her knock off. lol. nooo but im reaally sorry. i just like forever 21 i just dont like the fact that they copy off of everyone! they have no original style! :( but its a shorter week and Hebe's birthday is coming up! can u say TIUUUUUUUUUU. lol. (gosh i hate that TIU stuff. but its the best way to describe what im talking about.) teehhee.


Love,

nicole

...TONIGHT was the greatest! i didnt end up going to the movies i went with Jasmine to a party. saw my potential LOML there. i hate parties so i decided to spend some time with him in that car and it was the greatest ever! i cant say too much about it on this blog but it was FxCKING AMAZING! i finally found the one right for me. :] my emotions are running wild, and i cant contain my smiles. mike is truly and awesome guy.

Love,

nicole

... i havent written on my blog for a while. dont really have that much to update you on. on about thursday nothing much happened i just went to school hung out with Mike and thats about it. Elize cant drive for crap. she almost got us in an accident on her way to taking me home! wreckless driver! then on about friday, man that was a pretty bad friday. there was some bad luck happeneing to me that day! it all started thursday night after my Modern class with Crystal at Lula Washington. i get a text message with some bull crap stuff making me extremely angry. then i get to school next day and theres more drama. im just so tired of people making false accusations about me. not only that i really despise when someone takes another person's opinion about me and runs with it without even asking me, because i WILL tell you the truth. another thing! if anything, im the person who knows myself the best. then later on im supposed to be going to this Fairfax basketball game and my mom starts acting mean to me for no reason and im expecting for her to take me and jasmine to the game and she doesnt come home til like 10pm! wtf! that reallly annoyed me. but its ok, cuz the game was sold out anyways.


so that was the end of my week. now today, is Saturday and im in Newport right now visiting family to see my new baby cousin! her name is Eden Sophia! she's so precious! born on January 14, 2008 at 1:21am @ 7lbs 5oz. and 20 inches long! the third edition to their family. We also watched the most beautiful sunset today. Now i really wanna go to the movies with my friend Jasmine and her friend Opal, hopefuly i get home in time to go. gotta go. business class in the morning.

Love,

nicole

...yes. so its official now. i am ECSTATIC! its interesting but yea it happened, lol. 1/16/08. but anyways off the corny stuff. ive been drinking water and eating vegetables and fruits for the past few days. its really helping my complexion, i hardly have any acne or anything, and im losing weight! people notice so thats what makes me happy. nothing that that interesting happened today though besides me becoming his girlfriend. but thats it.

i turned in my essay for Sacks, it didnt turn out as bad as i thought it would be because i read it in author's chair and people in class liked it. even though thats my most dreaded class Im glad i have it because i really need to improve my essay skills. another random thought, Trina and Lil Kim are pretty cool. and i didnt realize i liked Floetry so much til now. my taste in music is forever changing. well see who i love next month. lol. got my report card, not as good as others but....ehh.

AP English Lit. BSS
AP Studio Art BEE
Leadership ASS
College Peer Counseling AEE


Love,

nicole

nothing new...

...AHHHHH! some old man hit on me today. very gross. i was at the gas station after me and my mom went to go rent a car, then i was at the ATM getting money out. then some old 46 year old looking east indian looking man was like trying to hand me money. and i was like what? and he kept smiling like wtf. then some other man was trying to get me to go to dinner with him! UGGH! im 16!!!!! but not 16 for lonngggg hehehe. this curly hair is attracting older men. :\

well once again today was a good day. i never thought that spending just 15minutes with someone would make my feelings go to another level. i felt great, "feeling, lookin smellin like a million bucks AHH!" i got alot done today too, im pretty proud of myself. but other than that, he was the highlight of my day...as usual.

Love,

nicole

:-*

...since I'm on the phone with someone special right now I guess i have lots of thoughts running through my head so im going to talk about them! well i had my first kiss today and it was pretty nice...i have to say. :] but he still says that he has to get negative thoughts out of his head! i wish he would hurry the FUCK up! lol. no but i wont rush him...and time will tell soo hopefuly things work out right cuz im really willing to put it all on the line for him if he lets me. as soon as i got home i signed online and fell right asleep to some gooood music it was nice and relaxing. but iono why my palms are sweaty right now, im kinda nervous about some stuff. see ya tommorow.


Love,

nicole

new hair.

...well, i took my hair down today and its soooper curly. like almost like a shirley temple/curly fro kinda thing. its growing on me. its just super tight and close to my head so it looks like i cut ALL my hair off! thanks to crystal for the excellent job. i like experimenting with my hair though.

i also bought the book Atonement today. we all know how much i absolutely love that flippin love story. i was walking through Barnes and Nobles and i just really was in the mood for a love story book that would leave me in that state of mind. lol. *wink wink* its so great being young. ohh yea and in my business class today we took and in class test and i totally aced. oh and another thing about Atonement, i didnt think the author of the book was a male...and at that he has like 5 other books. ill most definitely invest in those.

another thing. if i get into Scripps College people, ill be wearing that damn green hoodie every single day! AND I MEAN EVERY DAY. lol. but if i dont ill cry, boohoo, and get over it and wear the hoodie of whatever other college i may decide to attend. school tommorow. uggh. about 22 weeks left.


Love,

nicole

oh boy. your giving me butterflies.

...all i have to say is the boy is giving me butterflies. i haven't liked someone like this in such a long time. like i've been looking for a serious relationship for a really long time again. its been about 2 years now. and i think i found it. i'm not gonna say its love...but do know that i am happy. very happy. man oh man...if he asks me out ill be the happiest girl on earth. he makes me smile, he has ALL things i would want a boyfriend to offer, hes a cutie and somehow makes me feel like im the only thing that matters when im around, like i dont care who sees us together. it feels like everything stops. well let me stop drooling. lol.

Love,

nicole

instrumentals in deep thought.

...today was a pretty good day. i went to LMU to turn in my application. i was so nervous. it was my last application to turn in. now to do all this stuff for my FAFSA. i have to do it asap so i can get more money. cuz im not poor enough to get tons of money and im not rich enough to pay my own way. it was also pretty chill hanging out with my long lost friend sean michael. i hadn't hung out with in ages. its always much funn, had a cool little relaxing session going on. for the first time in a long time i was able to actually be super relaxed and listen to my own thoughts in quiet during the day time. i need to do that more often. this is most definitely theeee best school year. it was so funny too because the instrumentals we were listening to that he composed were sooo sick and they were still in my head, lol...im listening to them right now. but until then...







Love,

nicole

school=blah.

...well im at school today. BORING! sitting her in rojas' class fooling around on the computer with crystal. :] i was supposed to submit my LMU application today with sean michael but he didnt take me. so sad. but its ok ill go tommorow. wow im so excited for this year! you dont even know. yesterday was a pretty good day tho, but this morning i over slept! so my friend elize i woke her up too from over sleeping! so we were both like 30 minutes late to mr. sacks' awkwardly quiet class. :x i want more people on this blog thing! its so fun! i need more songs on my ipod. i also think i was able to get a better letter of recc frm mr. rojas today for Scripps College. thats my top school... i wanna go there sooo bad...but until then...

Love,

nicole

Atonement and Business 001.

...wow! what a movie. Atonement was probably the best love story i have ever been able to see. some people say the notebook is the best love story, but im sorry my heart went way towards this movie. most definitely goes on the favorite list. im just happy i was able to see it with my Nana and Mom..the perfect way to end my winter vacation...

...today was also my first day in my Business 001 class at west LA...for the next 4 weeks ill be taking it in the mornings from 8am-1:30pm! ahhhh! plus online time...but its all worth it especially if its a class i only have for 5 weeks, instead of all the way to JUNE! oh June, my love please do hurry the f*** up! lol. but on the down side im going to have to take evening classes during the spring at west LA for Calculus til June 2nd. its all worth it tho. until then...


Love,

nicole

discipline.

...yes! i finished my homework! im so proud of myself. i stayed up until about 3:30am doing homework. yess! i need to practice some discipline. now to read the book either pride and prejudice or kite runner. if pride and prejudice catches my interest then ill read it. but id really like to see the movie with keira knightley. shes my favorite actress. in speaking of which im going to go see Atonement today, seems like a great movie. i cant wait to go back to school..and on that note, boys are the biggest liars and assholes of all time. theyre worse than girls in my opinion. lol. anyway! vote for OBAMA! until then...


Love,

nicole

procrastination.

...im such a procrastinator. why havent i done any of my work. im just sitting here on AIM chit chatting away. like wth. something is seriously wrong with me. anyways...i was talking to someone tonight and they said something really intelligent. hmmm. my eyes hurt, im really ready to go back to school so i can start on some more of those fun senior year activities ive been looking forward to. but until then...

Love,

nicole

Hello Diary.

...this seems like a new little diary type of thing. how cool. i can let out all my thoughts and emotions. Ive been looking for an online journal type of this like this. ill put some poetry and stuff up here. ill try to post some stuff on here everyday to release my emotions about certain topics. how cool. i really like this...well i should be doing homework right now. i dont really understand why mr. sacks gave us this homework over the break, but i gotta do it. until then.




Love,

nicole.